Family ties and i’m losing my mind again
And it feels like the first time-
When i drove you back home from your best friend’s party
Now i’m in bed rolling thoughts through my head
And i'm taking it back
And i'm making a plan to get gone
I wanna come see you, and talk like we used to
Why do i wanna break a quiet institution?
I was quiet, too, until i met you
I am so afraid of time’s careless passing
And i’m bored
Memory lives in the space that we give ourselves
When we feel like receiving
We were sixteen in my dream again saying “i love you”
Now i exist in the time that you missed
And i’m so fucking pissed
And i wish i had dressed well
Or tried hard in high school
Or gave myself willingly to some kind of cause
‘cuz i’m stuck in the mud and i miss you
Why do i wanna break a quiet institution?
I was quiet, too, until i met you
I am so afraid of time’s careless passing
And i'm bored