If

If you asked me
Are you okay?
I’d tell you
I’m fine
But it’s a lie
Time to walk away

Some days are better than others
Today’s not one of those days
I wish I could truly
Explain this pain away

If I had to tell you
That I was okay
It would be a lie
I’m not sure why anyway
If I had to try
And turn this pain into something
I would fight, I would die, I would give up everything
If I could just tell you
I’m not the same

Sometimes it’s really hard
To get up and face the day
To smile through the pain
To not let these thoughts
Mess up my brain
Why won’t they go away?

If I had to tell you
That I was okay
It would be a lie
I’m not sure why anyway
If I had to try
And turn this pain into something
I would fight, I would die, I would give up everything
If I could just tell you
I’m not the same

I pretend that I’m okay
Deep down inside
The chaos spins me alive
To find myself
I have to choose
And that means that some things will lose
I’ll be fine
I’m meant to find
This out in my own way

If I had to tell you
That I was okay
It would be a lie
I’m not sure why anyway
If I had to try
And turn this pain into something
I would fight, I would die, I would give up everything
If I could just tell you
I’m not the same

One day I’ll be okay…

Emotional Piano Solo with Slow Progressions and Reflective Mood