[Intro]
Some days I move like a shadow
Half here
Half gone
Half sane, half hollow
[Verse 1]
My heart been cold, it don’t thaw in the sun
I stare at the ceiling, I’m numb, I’m done
Voice in my head say “you never was loved”
I shrug at the pain like “it is what it was”
Text from my past that I never will read
Ghosts on my phone and they all tryna plead
I stopped being shocked when they walked out the door
Now I just watch red drip slow to the floor
[Chorus]
My blood runs cold when I think too long
I don’t even flinch when it all feels wrong
Mind made peace with the worst I’ve known
I could care less, I’m already gone
Yeah, my blood runs cold just to keep control
I don’t feel fear, I don’t feel hope
My mind accepted reality’s hold
Some days I swear that my blood runs cold
[Beat Switch]
[Verse 2]
Yeah
I don’t chase help, I just chase that void
If it ain’t dark I get paranoid
Smile on my face just a cheap decoy
Everything quiet but the static in the noise
They say “open up,” I just close that file
Cut off my ties with a crooked little smile
I ain’t even mad, I’m just bored of the war
Tap my veins, watch red hit the floor
[Chorus]
My blood runs cold when I think too long
I don’t even flinch when it all feels wrong
Mind made peace with the worst I’ve known
I could care less, I’m already gone
Yeah, my blood runs cold just to keep control
I don’t feel fear, I don’t feel hope
My mind accepted reality’s hold
Some days I swear that my blood runs cold