Bleed Out

Defeated by the voices in my head

Telling me I’m not good enough

Chasing pain, trying to be good at love

I search for your page, but it’s hidden

A light once there, now I see it only when I close my eyes

I’m a self-fulfilling prophecy

Running from the boogeyman

Grasping for the end of your line

Trying to feel worthy, hands tied

Went to cut myself loose, dropped the knife

Tried to swim too deep

I try to speak, it comes out as a scream

Out of my mind, but I think you like it

Out of your mind, and I think I like it

Twist the knife, watch me bleed

Every step stumbles, every thought crumbles

Fearing, wanting, running away

Who could love me this way?

Cut myself loose, dropped the knife

Tried to swim too deep

Speak turns to scream

Out of my mind, think you like it

Out of your mind, think I like it

Twist the knife, watch me bleed