Light bringer

I am the light bringer.
I really try
I really try my hardest
I have given
I’ve received 
But I have had a lot taken received and cheated
Why is anxiety attacking me
Why am I a target of such sorrow
I have poured my all into everyone around me but they never seem to see that 
I’m a a light bringer like a light tower 
I shine upon everyone’s life so their future can be brighter and cast a shadow on those left behind.
But who is there for me as my light bringer
I need support I bee help but the hands out stretched on want to take take and take. 
I have nothing else to give my life is now null still standing in the light , I can’t even cast a shadow because my light passes me by
Why 
Why why do I have to suffer as I brighter up others life why can my life be as easy and satisfying as the people around me.
I want to be care free living my best life 
But I can’t 
Because I am the light bringer.
My tears are not in vein because
What don’t kill me makes me stronger 
My struggles are only a reflection of my success
I’m the king of nothing but with all that I am I will be the king of something..
Depression is real don’t let it get you
Don’t let it get you.

blues, female, soul