Damaged

the effort I put in,

Parents say I live in sin,

risked my comfort and pride,

You seem to think that I’m blind.

You don’t show me love,

like how you wanted me to show you,

You Expect so much but honestly I’m through.

did my best, wasn’t enough,

Then you ask if I still feel love,

You take me for granted

Knowing that I’m pretty damaged,

Not enough to care is that right?

Watch me disappear from your sight

As I walk off into the night

I’m told I need to leave,

And honestly I believe

They are right cuz now I see

You got issues beyond fixing from me.

Makes me Drink again,

Drown my sorrows deep with in,

Manipulate me emotionally

Now I think it’s time I leave

You take me for granted

Knowing that I’m pretty damaged,

Not enough to care is that right?

Watch me disappear from your sight

As I walk off into the night

It’s pure rot,

the way you play.

Your little games,

your poisoned aims.

Back to drinking

Now I’m sinking.

There’s no place for me here

Now I’m leaving my dear

I’m not Trapped inside your game

Never knew love could bring such pain

My Wounds are far too deep

Scars that Never fade, never heal

You take me for granted

Knowing that I’m pretty damaged,

Not enough to care is that right?

Watch me disappear from your sight

As I walk off into the night

Make me Drink the bottle yet again,

Drown my sorrows deep with in,

you know the symptoms it can bring

a war beneath my grin—

I swear you’ll never win.

FUCK IT

this is where I rise again.