Ghost of me

No one knows hurt, like the girl

That was given false worth and,

RIP to the girl who's been hurt so much,

She couldn't overcome the worst.

She's still alive, but dead inside,

Her mind is blank, disassociated from herself.

How does she go on?

Well, I guess I should ask myself...

I'm a ghost of me, fading in the crowd,

Searching for light, but I'm lost in the sound.

Memories whisper, but they just bring me pain,

Dancing with shadows in the pouring rain.

I remember the nights we carved our names,

On the bark of that old oak tree.

You promised forever, but forever was a game,

Now it's just a scar that won't let me be.

I replay the laughter, the dreams that we spun,

But echoes of silence now weigh a ton.

In photographs, I see the girl I used to know,

But she's a stranger now, nowhere to go.

I'm a ghost of me, fading in the crowd,

Searching for light, but I'm lost in the sound.

Memories whisper, but they just bring me pain,

Dancing with shadows in the pouring rain.

And when the sun sets, and darkness creeps in,

I trace all my losses, the places I've been.

Each step feels heavy, like I'm walking on air,

Will I find the girl, or will she disappear?

I'm a ghost of me, fading in the crowd,

Searching for light, but I'm lost in the sound.

Memories whisper, but they just bring me pain,

Dancing with shadows in the pouring rain.

No one knows hurt, like the girl I've become,

A tapestry unraveled, where's the thread gone?

I’ll learn to rise, but the scars will remain,

Forever a ghost, dancing in the rain.