I keep, lookin around here
Asking myself
Is there any reason for me being here
And i cant say that there is
It seems like your better off here by yourself
Its pretty clear
I wasn't meant to be a house wife
Sometimes i wonder if ive been livin this whole time living the wrong life
My minds a chaotic mess
Wishin to be blessed
By the grace of our Father
Lord dont you see me im your fucking daughter!?
All this tragedy in the world
And he dont do nothin
But im supposed to believe our God walked on water!?
I need some proof to start carrying all this faith you say I'm supposed to foster
Sincerely your broken daughter
Yeah
Chorus
I feel the weight of this world on my shoulders
And everyday your love feels even colder
I need a love to bring in stronger weather
Its hard to leave but here things dont seem to get better
Maybe it was never meant to be
But i still wish you would fall in love with me
But how can you love the person that you see
And im tired of the way i keep losing me
You remind me everyday of the woman i need to be
But you've never even been the man that woman needs
Im tired of being the one having to prove something to you
Now ive lost my whole drive to do anything I used to do for you
You'll keep punishing me and pointin out my mistakes
But you dont see why i dont care anymore what you think
Im not bending for someone who dont deserve the best of me
I've already given it all the way out
For now on mu best dont come for free
Regardless of how many cents and dollars get waisted on me
Chorus
I feel the weight of this world on my shoulders
And everyday your love feels even colder
I need a love to bring in stronger weather
Its hard to leave but here things dont seem to get better
Maybe it was never meant to be
But i still wish you would fall in love with me
But how can you love the person that you see
And im tired of the way i keep losing me
tiffythepope
