I understand
goodbye
I'm not mad
I'm sad
but I'm happy
so happy for you
I'm happy for all we had
though I'm hurt deeply at this loss
I'm broken hearted at seeing us end
I'm so happy to see you survive
to see your heart not completely close
to feel my heart not throw you away
to be ok even if you threw me away
I know that isn't the whole truth
but it's mine it's what I see it's what I feel
I feel I shouldn't speak so much on the negatives
but instead find the moments of brightness woven into all the misery
it's a mystery how long were meant to be
I know I wanted it to be eternity
forever is a long way away
so I guess we still have time technically
till then till we meet again till our relationship has another chance
we remain soul bonded as we always will
your my best friend even if you stop wanting anything to do with me.
I'll always be here completely in love with you
I'm not sorry
I'm sorry you have to go
im sorry to say it's too hard to let go
I'm here to stay
even if I'm stuck far away
I'm only ever a phone call away
the door is open even if I no longer watch and wait
I can be patient even as I crumble and break
this pain wreaks havoc on my heart and soul
my mind stays silent tired of overthinking how to
get you back feel your love again
thoughts drifting to the moments we had Im so thankful to have gotten to know
I think it's true what they say
tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
do you think life has this goodbye as our fate
or is our destiny to forever fall
in love
over and over again and again
till the end and then begin again
