Life's long road
Sometimes an unbearable load
We live love sing songs and dance
Always hoping life will offer another chance
Entering the final season
Trying to understand it all find meaning and reason
You came this far investing and making mistakes along the way
Still alive yet facing judgement day
Am I just insane
Was it all in vain
Did I fight this long
To discover its all wrong
Has it all been a big fail
Living the last chapter already in hell
Twenty five years together but now I see
She's not anchored but ready to abandon me
Too much harm and damage and providing no light
Her heart and body I've lost through loves long fight
My job too has declared me obsolete
Once admired and respected now lost in defeat
An Army Vet I've seen my pride fade
I face the future feeling nothing not even afraid
Am I just insane
Was it all in vain
Did I fight this long
To discover its all wrong
Has it all been a big fail
Living the last chapter already in hell
So I drift no map and alone
Continuing into the great unknown
I trust no one but me
Where this all goes I'll wait and see
My days of love and passion seem all done
Though I believed she was the one
Professionally I seem obsolete and like excess baggage
Irrelevance replacing a manager so savage
I want peace and stability
Yet have chaos and futility
I believed love was key to all
Only to face an empty void and suffer my endless fall
Am I just insane
Was it all in vain
Did I fight this long
To discover its all wrong
Has it all been a big fail
Living the last chapter already in hell
At the precipice of my sunset tomorrow
My life yields nothing noone and just sorrow
Fishslim
