Heavier 1.7

I feel so heavy

In the dark the shadows lurk

Breathing in silence, crying so hard it hurts

Every thought is too loud

I’m screaming inside

but I can not make a sound

I reach for the sky but still fall to the ground

Where is the light when I'm breaking down?

Heavier...

I need to get out of this, somehow

But the path is hidden in my heart

I should have known from the start

Now I am heavier

in both heart and mind

And I cannot find

My way out

Time slips like sand through my broken hands

Tied to a past I don’t understand

I keep walking through a haunted dream

Where nothing is ever what it seems

I carry regrets like stones in my chest

I try to move on but I just stay stuck

Heavier

I need to get out of this,somehow

But the path is still hidden in my heart

I should have known from the start

Now I am heavier

in both heart and mind

And I cannot find

My way out

Maybe there's hope in the cracks of the pain

A whisper of light in the pouring rain

But I’m still lost in this hollow sound

Trying to rise, but I'm sinking down

Heavier

I need to get out of this, somehow

But the path is still hidden in my heart

I should have known from the start

Now I am heavier

In both heart and mind

And I cannot find

My way out

My way out…

Heavier...

(Still searching for the spark…)

My way out…

Heavier...

In the dark where shadows lurk