Stupid Love (Fuck You Anyway)

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I told myself I’m over it, I swore it on my pride

Deleted every message, but your name won’t fucking die

You walk in like a bad habit I never broke right

And suddenly I’m weak again, like I don’t know why

You laugh and I forget all the shit you put me through

Like my brain’s got a glitch that only plays you

I hate the way you look at me like I’m still yours

When I know damn well I should be closing that door

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I try to run, I try to hide

But you’re the chaos in my mind

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I fucking hate that I love you

Hate how my heart still runs to you

You’re everything I shouldn’t choose

But I still fucking do

I know you’re not mine to keep

Still got your ghost in my sheets

I should be over you by now

But I’m not, fuck me

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You don’t even try and that’s the worst part

I’m out here bleeding and you call it “just my heart”

Say you care but never enough to stay

You give me inches then you take miles away

And I know your type, yeah I’ve seen it before

You love like a storm then you leave like a war

But I’m still standing here like a goddamn fool

Letting you wreck me like you always do

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I bite my tongue, I play it cool

But I’d still burn the world for you

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I fucking hate that I love you

Hate how my heart still runs to you

You’re everything I shouldn’t choose

But I still fucking do

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Yeah—

Kick drum, black boots, heart on a landmine

Said you were a good guy, guess that was a damn lie

Talk big, act tough, couldn’t even stand by

Now I’m in my head like “why the fuck did I try?”

You love like a rumor, disappear like smoke

Say you “didn’t mean it,” yeah that’s your favorite joke

Got me looking stupid, yeah I almost choked

On every little promise that you fucking broke

I was your late night, not your daylight

Your “maybe someday,” never your right

You took my loyalty, twisted it tight

Then left me in the dark like I’m scared of the night

But here’s the truth, yeah I’m done being played

I’m the storm you regret, I’m the mess that you made

Still I hate that my heart won’t fucking obey

‘Cause if you came back now—I’d still fucking stay

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Maybe in another life we got it right

Maybe there I’m yours and you don’t leave at night

But here? You’re just a lesson I can’t learn

A flame I touch again just to fucking burn

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I fucking hate that I love you

Hate how my heart still runs to you

You’re everything I shouldn’t choose

But I still fucking do

So go ahead, don’t turn around

I’ll be the girl you never found

But damn it hurts to let you go

Even when I know

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Yeah, I fucking hate that I love you…

But I always will.