[Verse 1]
Despair hangs on my shoulder
Like a coat I never chose
Heart once loud with color
Now it just ticks
It never grows
I rewind every wrong word
Every laugh I let die
Your name sits in my throat
Like a question I can't cry
[Chorus]
Angel Ambrosia
I broke the halo I adored
All of these ghosts in my chest
Still spell your name across the floor
Angel Ambrosia
Can you hear me through this noise?
I am the ache
I am the absence
I am the silence in your voice
[Verse 2]
Friends fade into distance
I stopped answering their calls
Built my own small prison
Brick by bitter brick and walls
You were bright in my blackout
I was rust on all your gold
Now I talk to your shadow
Like it's something I still hold
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If I tear out this sorrow
Will there be anything left?
If I walk through tomorrow
Will you forgive what I kept?
Say I'm not a lost cause
Say I’m more than what I’ve done
I’m on my knees in the wreckage
Naming every sin
One by one
[Chorus]