I got to much on my mind

I got too much on my mind, can’t sleep through the night
Heart cold, but the soul still want light
Say I’m fine, but I’m lying when I speak
New scars, same dreams, different week

I been trying to cope, keep it smooth on my face
But it hurt when the love got replaced
If you knew what I been carrying, you’d understand
I’m really fighting in silence, I don’t brag to my fans

Verse 1

I was broke with a plan, still prayin’ for a win
Mama stress in her eyes, she can’t hide it from the skin
Every time I get close, something pull me back
Thought I’d make it out—turn around, it’s like that

Fell in love with the road, but the road got teeth
Every smile cost something, I learned that from the streets
They want fame, I want peace, but peace ain’t cheap
I be dodgin’ my past like it’s always on me

I don’t even hate, I just can’t trust the same
People switch up quick like a change in the weather frame
I was loyal for real, they just played with my time
Now I move a little quiet so I don’t lose my mind

Hook

I got too much on my mind, can’t sleep through the night
Heart cold, but the soul still want light
Say I’m fine, but I’m lying when I speak
New scars, same dreams, different week

I been trying to cope, keep it smooth on my face
But it hurt when the love got replaced
If you knew what I been carrying, you’d understand
I’m really fighting in silence, I don’t brag to my fans

Verse 2

I remember late nights, cell phone on red
Thinkin’ ’bout everything I should’ve said
I was tryna be strong, but it break when it’s pressed
Love turn to a memory, then the love act depressed

I seen friends become ghosts, that’s the saddest part
How you smile in my face, then you vanish in the dark
I don’t chase no new one if it don’t feel the same
Real don’t need a speech, real show up in the frame

Tryna stack for my people, put my city on my back
But stress do damage, it don’t come with a map
I been counting blessings, still counting the scars
If I make it out, I’m thanking God and the bars

Hook (repeat)

I got too much on my mind, can’t sleep through the night
Heart cold, but the soul still want light
Say I’m fine, but I’m lying when I speak
New scars, same dreams, different week

I been trying to cope, keep it smooth on my face
But it hurt when the love got replaced
If you knew what I been carrying, you’d understand
I’m really fighting in silence, I don’t brag to my fans