Talking to myself

Yo, it's me talking to myself. Trying to find my wealth. Struggling with depression. My mental health isn't well. can't you tell? But now it's time for me to break free, time to excel.

I've been feeling down. Can't seem to find my way with my mind a mess. I just want to run away.

Brains running so fast, I tried to breathe but anxiety has this grasp on me. So I stop take a deep breath and say to myself. it's time to test my mental health. But remember when I was struggling trying to take care of myself. Everyone just found me talking to myself thinking I'm crazy.

I'm breaking free. I'm breaking out from the chains that bound me. I'm not a prisoner anymore mother fucker I'm a juggalo WHOOP WHOOP!!!!!!

I BE A NINJA WICKED KILLER CLOWN!!! I've been through the worst. I've been left alone in the dark. Reality hit me so fast. I wish I would have paid attention in class. It's getting hard to breathe. I just want everyone away from me. as I try to breathe but this mental breakdown has brought me to my knees. But I'm not going to let it break me. not going to let it bring me down. And if it shatters me into pieces. I'll pick up all the pieces and strive to turn this pain in my chest into the game on this pad I write on with this pen. Transforming my battle scars into victories.

I won't let depression control my life. I can't let it hold me back from my light. I'll fight through the darkness till I am victorious. And when I find the Sun I'll know everything will be glorious. I will break free and finally be the one on my way to a better life. A brighter Day. I'm done with the depression. I'm done with the fear. I'm breaking free and my success is finally here.