Oh look it’s me again
Ugh here we go
I was abused
I was used
I was treated like shit my entire life
Somehow I’m so full of love
All of you are so full of fucking hate
All of you are so full of shit
Oh look who’s happy to see you… oops it’s me again
I’ve been treated like shit but I’m so full of love
All of you been treated with love but you all are so full of shit
I was beaten my entire childhood
I’ve only had 3 Christmases my entire childhood
I woke up with a knife against my throat
Damn that’s crazy though
I’ve been stabbed with a knife
But here you are so full of hate
I don’t understand it
I really don’t understand
I love all of you but you all choose to hate me?
You treat people like they shouldn’t exist
You treat people like shit
You treat people so fucking poorly
God I feel like I’m going insane
Logically speaking I shouldn’t be this loving
But the difference is I don’t want anyone treated like how I was my entire existence
“Oh but Kai you are so ugly”
The fuck did my looks come into this
I don’t give a fuck what you look like
I am so pissed off at this world
You all are a bunch of non-logical fools
How are people so ignorant? So disrespectful? So deceitful?
Is it that you’re born without this?
Are you brainwashed?
Is it that you’re really that much of a piece of garbage
Am I crazy? Well if I wasn’t before… then I’m definitely turning crazy now ughhh FUCK!
It hurts my brain
It breaks my heart
It plays such a toll in my head
I’ll always push out love, go ahead, throw your hate at me some more, treat me like shit some more… you won’t fucking break me
You can’t break me
You will never break me
I’m sorry it isn’t possible
No one can change me
I’ll spread love till the day I fucking die
Senditbud2025
