I tend to say things I dont mean
The brain telling me different things
My heart telling me another
Do I truly know what I want?
They're at war
As i start breaking myself down
Wanting to die( wanting to die)
Voices telling me one thing and the other
But im trying to change just for you
You dont even have a clue
But i love you so much more than you do
But I cant seem to touch the surface
As im trapped in stainless glass
Watching as im screwing things up
Wanting to cry but the body doesn't let me
As im drifting out of place
Self sabotaging
Killing myself slowly
And set myself so low