Void To You

[Verse 1]
Sick of typing out essays you leave on read
Guess my paragraphs bounce off the back of your head
You say “my bad, I’m busy” like that line still hits
But you reply to a meme in two goddamn minutes
I’m scrollin’ up through receipts, screenshots, proof
All the times that I showed up, all the space I gave you
You say I overthink, yeah, I wish that was true
I’m just connecting the dots you keep drawing in blue
[Chorus]
I wish I meant something to you
I wish my feelings meant something to you
‘Cause everything you do
Keeps showing me I’m just a void to you
Just a gap, just a ghost you look through
I wish I meant something to you
But everything you do
Keeps telling me I’m just a void to you
[Verse 2]
You hit me up when your day goes left
When he walks out, when you can’t catch breath
I’m the call in the dark, I pick up, no rest
Then you heal up a bit, and I’m back on the bench
You love how I listen, hate what I need
Soon as I talk, you start fallin’ asleep
You say, “you know I care,” yeah, the usual speech
Funny how your care never reaches to me
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m a stand-in, stand-by, stand still
A spare heart sitting on your window sill
You want comfort, you don’t wanna choose
You want safety, you don’t wanna lose
But I’m tired of begging for crumbs from a feast
Tired of shrinking myself just to fit in your reach
If I’m nothing in your eyes, I’ll be something to me
Yeah, I’m done being empty for free (for free)
[Chorus]
I wish I meant something to you
I wish my feelings meant something to you
‘Cause everything you do
Keeps showing me I’m just a void to you
Just a gap, just a ghost you look through
I wish I meant something to you
But everything you do
Keeps telling me I’m just a void to you

rap, Moody hip-hop over brooding piano and deep, sparse drums; intimate male vocals, close-mic and conversational in the verses, hook opens with layered doubles and subtle harmonies. 808s move in waves, bass swells under the chorus for emotional lift. Occasional filtered ad-libs and distant vocal chops to underline the loneliness, mix centered on raw, confessional storytelling., hip hop