Alyssa's Story

Time like a thief, but it can't take my memories, so many times that brought so much joy and happiness, then comes the pain, landed right on my head. Alyssa time to make a change.
so many times life had no gain, make you go insane, Trying to forget the strain but all that bottle did was make me feel like i was getting a wet brain, such a wonderful sister always trying to pick me up and saying you've had enough,
lets be grown ups and i call your bluff, your way to tough haven't you had enough.
tragedy is all around me but i have a plan i think i'm starting to understand. it's time to look to the man. you know the one who always makes you understand that life is not always fair but the pain actually helps us prepare for bigger things that come with no dispare. happier days i hope and pray are on the way. entering the last phase of what we call life today, all a long i know it's my thinking that has been so wrong, time to find a different way to make my way. seems like a cloud has been so grey but now its blue skies with alittle haze that has inspired me find my way, I miss my mom and dad, since they passed I've been so sad, In a relationship that is a sinking ship, i have made myself a promise that from this day forward, I'm gonin a find a new order to live my life to find happiness, In every aspect of my life. Bound and determined to get it right. Get rid of the dead beats will end so much grief, like a bunch of leeches, holding on so tight, I'm now paving my way and I have to say I can see daylight on this road I pave, so grateful to all that have stayed by my side. Today I have no blinders, I see so clearly the real people near me and want to say thank you for staying so true just not sure without them I would know what to do. God has blessed me and has definitely tested me, But the pain was to  make me gain the strength to make my way, A little time has passed since my life cut like a knife, 
Now everyday is going so right. still have some things I'm working to get right, But a work in progress trying to be my best. is allowing me to pass these tests, with that I'm going to get some rest

Hard rap, Trap rap, 2 male voices N.Y Gangster. Strong emotion,uplifting,  808