Stand still

Trapped in yesterdays loving the pain of my mistakes. Like a bad mixed tape, over and over again let this merry go round flay me over again. The control panel before me, covered in concrete. End it please and see no switch to throw. Day into night,

week into life the sentence self imposed as your smile haunts me.

The sun burns deep, head pounds

Give me the shadows caress

Ghosts are real, here I stand put your finger in the wounds

Scars scars stars be void of the void

Search for meaning in suffering, there is nothing out there but what lies inside.

Slither, crawl and swallow.

Sit and wallow.

Slither, crawl and swallow.

Rage let the anger shake you

Take it on the chin, can you feel it

Can you feel anything at all

Let it flow, flow through your fingers

Distance as sand

darkened tears stained in sin

Crimson flowing, numb all the same

What the fuck is in my brain

Blow after blow

Slither, crawl and swallow

sit and wallow

Slither, crawl and swallow

Silence... breathe. Exploring damnations symphony

Echoes ringing, steel through flesh

another joins the rest in rest at my feet once again

Spin it up and let it ride

The merry go round illusions melded memory

Locked inside my own delusions

Slither, crawl and swallow.

Sit and wallow.

Slither, crawl and swallow.

Rage let the anger shake you

Take it on the chin, can you feel it

Can you feel anything at all