PTSD

she could be the reason i got ptsd

stress no sleep but I’m swimming in her sea

caught up in a dream thinking what we’re gonna be

if the cards played right pokerface lowkey

u could be the one, but ya playing these games

telling me a lot, just by looking at your face

i know people aint the same, when the money come and goes

but you really had me thinking, i was never in control

but its all good now (its all good)

i really should’ve known, thats another lesson learned, bridges burned, turned cold, like the sun to the moon in the night time—hope i never see ya soon till the time flys

she could be the reason i got ptsd

stress no sleep but I’m swimming in her sea

caught up in a dream thinking what we’re gonna be

if the cards played right pokerface lowkey

you had me thinkin that i had a weakness, thought that we were in tune, how’d I never see it? she a devil in disguise, guess the devil wears (Prada) I should say I ain’t surprised, really had me caught up, thinking that u really gave a fuck, crazy ass bitch

something bout it bothers you, i see it clearly, how did i never notice everything that you were keeping, i was indeed the, dumb ass, who fell for you completely

so if you need me, when ya down and say you wanna see me, fuck off forever, cuz I’m done, can no longer deceive me, i should delete the, memories, but I’m just over thinking, shit I’m over drinking, over you, should be sober, overdue, for some me time, to put my thoughts together, freeing up the nights i used to spend without the thought of ever (leaving you). i finally see the proof, finally see that me and you, are way too fuckin different, cuz you lie but i could see the truth, look inside the mirror, when you talk about the things we do,

isn’t it strange, how the tables turn around, now my circles smaller now, don’t you ever come around, shouldn’t let it keep me down, but i use it to (remind me), never let your guard down when you find a (dime piece). cuz she could be a ten, but inside she’s more like twenty cents, and i might be her friend, don’t mean we could reconnect, i gotta be somebody better, not for her, but for myself, if she ever sees this she might give me hell (haha)

Sh-sh-she could be the reason i got ptsd

stress no sleep but I’m swimming in her sea

caught up in a dream thinking what we’re gonna be

if the cards played out damn we coulda been a thing but…

U playin games and ion got time to play hope the next one u meet realize u full of shhhhh..