You used to wait outside my house at night
Headlights glowing like you needed me alive
Now I hear your name and my stomach drops
Like every good memory suddenly rots
You said forever with your hand in mine
Now you act like I was just a waste of time
And all those late calls, all those “I miss you’s”
Were they real or just convenient truths?
And I replay every word you said
While you sleep just fine inside my head
I don’t understand
I thought you liked me back
It hurts so bad seeing you like that
I called your mom, got no response
A sad voicemail sent straight to the trash
You once said you liked me
But I can’t see
Ever since what you did to me
I can’t believe you
I fucking hate you
WTF did I ever do to you?
I loved you mad
And your mom too
You left me questioning everything
Every text tone, every little ring
Was I just somebody filling space
Till you found another face to chase?
Now my friends say “you should let it go”
But they never watched you turn this cold
You took the softest parts of me
Then blamed me for your leaving scene
You made me feel impossible to hold
Then disappeared and called it growing old
I don’t understand
I thought you liked me back
It hurts so bad seeing you like that
I called your mom, got no response
A sad voicemail sent straight to the trash
You once said you liked me
But I can’t see
Ever since what you did to me
I can’t believe you
I fucking hate you
WTF did I ever do to you?
I loved you mad
And your mom too
And maybe I’m dramatic
Maybe I’m too much
But you knew exactly how to keep me stuck
You pulled me close just to push me away
Now I’m screaming every word I couldn’t say
I don’t understand
I thought you liked me back
Now every memory fades to black
I called your mom, got no response
One last voicemail sent straight to the trash
You once said you loved me
Now you don’t speak
Guess your promises were never meant for me
I still can’t heal
From how this feels
You broke my heart and called it “being real”
And I still wonder
What I did wrong
While you move on like nothing’s gone