Straight to the trash

You used to wait outside my house at night

Headlights glowing like you needed me alive

Now I hear your name and my stomach drops

Like every good memory suddenly rots

You said forever with your hand in mine

Now you act like I was just a waste of time

And all those late calls, all those “I miss you’s”

Were they real or just convenient truths?

And I replay every word you said

While you sleep just fine inside my head

I don’t understand

I thought you liked me back

It hurts so bad seeing you like that

I called your mom, got no response

A sad voicemail sent straight to the trash

You once said you liked me

But I can’t see

Ever since what you did to me

I can’t believe you

I fucking hate you

WTF did I ever do to you?

I loved you mad

And your mom too

You left me questioning everything

Every text tone, every little ring

Was I just somebody filling space

Till you found another face to chase?

Now my friends say “you should let it go”

But they never watched you turn this cold

You took the softest parts of me

Then blamed me for your leaving scene

You made me feel impossible to hold

Then disappeared and called it growing old

I don’t understand

I thought you liked me back

It hurts so bad seeing you like that

I called your mom, got no response

A sad voicemail sent straight to the trash

You once said you liked me

But I can’t see

Ever since what you did to me

I can’t believe you

I fucking hate you

WTF did I ever do to you?

I loved you mad

And your mom too

And maybe I’m dramatic

Maybe I’m too much

But you knew exactly how to keep me stuck

You pulled me close just to push me away

Now I’m screaming every word I couldn’t say

I don’t understand

I thought you liked me back

Now every memory fades to black

I called your mom, got no response

One last voicemail sent straight to the trash

You once said you loved me

Now you don’t speak

Guess your promises were never meant for me

I still can’t heal

From how this feels

You broke my heart and called it “being real”

And I still wonder

What I did wrong

While you move on like nothing’s gone