The road to the heart goes both ways

It's been 29 years since the day we met. Since you came into my life. I was so proud to call you mine because you were my child. Somewhere down the line you have come to hate me for reasons I do not know, but I want you to know now I love you still because you are my precious child. 
 Where to id we go so wrong. when did things change with us. I did the best that I could. To make sure you had everything that you would need and most of the stuff that you did want. I was just a child myself when you were born , so I had to grow up with you and I know I made mistakes that I can not undo. 
I know that I have made some big mistakes throughout my  life perfect is one thing I will never be, but I am only human too you see . The way you feel about me it's killing me slowly everyday. So can you please explain what I can do to make you  stop hating me. 
 I am so proud of the woman that you have grown up to be. But you said I quit talking to you but that's not true you never replied back to me. I had to do what I had to do to protect my own heart. Because the phone goes both ways and you can't talk if nobody says  anything back . can you just find a way to forgive me.

blues, soul /female  soloist