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Hmm… mm-mm…
(piano fades in, slow and cold)
Letter I Never Sent
Verse 1 (letter tone)
I’m writing this knowing you’ll never read
Still feels better than letting it bleed
I saw the end every time you smiled
Still stayed… guess I liked the denial
You packed your future inside your eyes
I pretended not to see the goodbye
Every laugh was a borrowed day
Every “stay” was a word you wouldn’t say
Pre-Chorus
I loved you with a deadline on my chest
Counting down while you got your rest
Chorus
This is the letter I never sent
From a heart you already left
I regret loving you
Not because it wasn’t real
But because I loved you
Knowing one day I’d feel this empty still
Verse 2
You said “forever” like a passing thought
I held it close like it was all I got
I memorized your leaving tone
Before I ever slept alone
I was a home you visited
Not a place you lived in
I stayed loyal to the pain
You stayed honest about the end
Pre-Chorus
I broke myself so you’d feel free
Funny how love can abandon me
Chorus
This is the letter I never sent
Every word is full of regret
I regret loving you
‘Cause I knew you’d go
And now I’m here
Learning how to be alone
Bridge (very dark, almost whisper)
If loving you was a sin
Then loneliness is my hell
I talk to your memory
‘Cause it listens better than anyone else
I don’t hate you… that’s the curse
I just hate who I became first
Final Chorus (soft but heavy)
I regret loving you
But I’d still choose the pain
‘Cause before I met you
I was lonely in a different way
Outro (piano only, humming returns)
Hmm… mmm…
If you ever feel this song
Know I stayed longer than I should’ve
Hmm… mm…