As you lay here I find myself in this awe state a state of knowing myself… of knowing how I feel with you and with this knowing I find myself evolving ::: growing … flourishing that love is infinite.. that love is kind… that love is scary when the layers of conditioning are constricting.. when we choose to release… when I choose to surrender… to feel into the vibrational beautiful state of self acceptance to what is.. I loose and find myself simultaneously.. this dance of life.. like i am the dance and the world is the dancer… that I am the ocean like a wave you expressed last night .:. Felt so real so infinite so expansive that in that moment I surrendered .. and again it felt like a transformation of a process the processing of information the processing of love that I can be with you and within me.:: that I can loose myself beside you and transform into feeling free this dance.. the movement it’s medicine to my soul… whatever is to happen I will honor this..: I will honor you.: I will honor me.. in this existence .. to the never ending becoming of being in my body cocreating the choreography of this dance and being in this world but not of it.