Let me be

See first let's get into some real shit 
All the blood sweat and tears I have to deal wit 
It's stressing me out emotions that be hard to live wit
But who can I turn to when I need to speak my peace 
Don't nobody want to listen to the feelings inside 
Until you crash and go insane now they open they eyes 
But you been deemed a weak man for expressing yourself 
Can't talk about it they want listen they say get you some help 
Can feel the fire in my heart no that's just rage coming 
Might grab my pistol load the clip and go and spray something 
Try my best to keep on pushing must escape these bad dreams 
Don't want to be on TV for a fucking murder scene 
Trying hard to leave my past life 
Why the streets want let me be ainna 
Why the streets want let me be ainna why the streets want let me be 
Ain't no saving for a g ainna ain't no saving for a g guess I'm thugging in the streets 
New my first mission hit the block and keep my cool
Got to stack my paper can't be looking like a fool
All gas no brakes that's my recipe 
They see you down they talk about don't nobody try to help a g
Saying I'm to thuged out don't wanna talk about the shit that made me bug out 
So I guess I got to keep it quiet and just surpress the pain until my mind start flipping going mentally insane 
Why the streets want let me be ainna 
Why the streets want let me be ainna why the streets want let me be 
Ain't no saving for a g ainna ain't no saving for a g guess I'm thugging in the streets 
A ticking time bomb is my closes friend 
And I can feel the pressure building up within 
Only thing relax my mind is drink a paint a gin 
Fall on my knees and pray to God that he forgive my sins
I didn't ask for this shit I was raised in it
I was molded in this shit so I stayed in it 
Why the streets want let me be ainna 
Why the streets want let me be ainna why the streets want let me be 
Ain't no saving for a g ainna ain't no saving for a g guess I'm thugging in the streets 

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