Stand still

They told me love is for everyone shit

It's for the weak

Since I been vibin on my own I haven't lost a ounce of sleep

They tried to murder me cold

It was my fault because my heart was too pure

my heart used to be gold

They introduced me to some flawless pain

I know some bitches in the streets that play some flawless games

And all the rats moving round they giving lots of names

Still moving suttle in the street when I be movin cane

Went out bad a couple times but shit I was the blame

All I know is that I'm still in the matrix

Faced a lot shit I'm still contemplatin

A better life I'm hoping for but I'm still waitin

But all this stand still shit got me going crazy

Used to be the man but you fell weak

Angry trippin on emotions that you can't reach

Unspoken rules that you can't teach

Walkin wit a frozen heart that lessons can't reach

You try to keep it in step

But the road is slick and curvy

At least you walk in your truth

No one really deserves you

Got some demons that be keeping you alive

Doing whatever it takes

To make sure that you survive

All I know is that I'm still in the matrix

Faced a lot of shit I'm still contemplatin

A better life I'm hopin for but I'm still waitin

But all this stand still shit got me going crazy

Same old shit you catchin bodies trying to get the bag

Hangin around the liquor store wit your colored rags

Just wanna spend a couple checks

And pop a couple bags

All I know is that I'm still in the matrix

Faced a lot of shit I'm still contemplatin

A better life I'm hopin for but I'm still waiting

But all this stand still shit got me going crazy