They told me love is for everyone shit
It's for the weak
Since I been vibin on my own I haven't lost a ounce of sleep
They tried to murder me cold
It was my fault because my heart was too pure
my heart used to be gold
They introduced me to some flawless pain
I know some bitches in the streets that play some flawless games
And all the rats moving round they giving lots of names
Still moving suttle in the street when I be movin cane
Went out bad a couple times but shit I was the blame
All I know is that I'm still in the matrix
Faced a lot shit I'm still contemplatin
A better life I'm hoping for but I'm still waitin
But all this stand still shit got me going crazy
Used to be the man but you fell weak
Angry trippin on emotions that you can't reach
Unspoken rules that you can't teach
Walkin wit a frozen heart that lessons can't reach
You try to keep it in step
But the road is slick and curvy
At least you walk in your truth
No one really deserves you
Got some demons that be keeping you alive
Doing whatever it takes
To make sure that you survive
All I know is that I'm still in the matrix
Faced a lot of shit I'm still contemplatin
A better life I'm hopin for but I'm still waitin
But all this stand still shit got me going crazy
Same old shit you catchin bodies trying to get the bag
Hangin around the liquor store wit your colored rags
Just wanna spend a couple checks
And pop a couple bags
All I know is that I'm still in the matrix
Faced a lot of shit I'm still contemplatin
A better life I'm hopin for but I'm still waiting
But all this stand still shit got me going crazy