Reality

You told me if I talk about it I would suddenly be healed.
If I accepted my emotions I could manage how I feel.
That ground zero is the norm and if I try then I will get there some day. 
And what I lived is just not normal and I will never be ok. 

The reality is that wounds heal but scars remain.
They’re made to change who we are, we don’t remain the same.
I thought I had to undo what the world did to me.
In order to fit into this society.

But everyone is damaged in their own way.
Suffocated by the pressure to not appear that way.
Normal is unaffected, no matter what you go through.
No evidence of life lived, unaffected but thats just not.

Reality.
Reality is here and now, it’s you and me. 
The truth is that my love  you’re gonna see me cry.
You’ll see me live and god you’ll see me wanna die, and I’ll survive.
And I will hold you.
When you find out that this life ain’t what they told you. 
That tomorrow don’t look nothing like they showed you.
You are you and I am me, and we are fine, and we are reality. 

Life made me think I can’t show signs of all the life I lived.
My heart has to stay open ready to forgive.
Go to bed  erase the trauma and forget. 
Like nothing ever happened hit reset.

 The world made up a lie to live up to.
It’s all just an illusion. Set to cause confusion. To be your judge, to be your jury and then be your prosecution. 

But reality.
Reality is the here and now, it’s you and me. 
The truth is that my love  you’re gonna see me cry.
You’ll see me live and god you’ll see me wanna die, but I’ll  survive.

And I will hold you.
When you find out this life ain’t what they told you. 
That tomorrow don’t look nothing like they showed you.
You are you, I am me, and we can be ok. We are reality. 

Reality.
You and me.
We’re all the same.
Feeling all the feelings that don’t mean insane..
All it means is someone help me I’m in pain.
Reality.

Emotional Piano Solo with Slow Progressions and Reflective Mood, female