(INTRO)
Yeah…
I don’t even know how to love no more
Too much done happened…
Too much I seen…
(HOOK)
I really wanna loooove you… tell me how I do that
Sixteen with a cold heart, I was where the tools at
Scars on my body… I don’t think I heal back
Say you got my back, why the hell you never prove that?
I don’t even want the money, I just want the truth back
Starin’ at my phone, but I know you never text back
Said you was my ride, now I see you never meant that
Now it’s all pain… yeah it’s all pain… I accept that
(VERSE 1)
Why you take my homie, put a bullet in his back?
Ever since that day, I been movin’ like it’s that
They be sayin’ love, but I know that shit be cap
Seen ‘em switch sides quick just to chase a rack
I would give it all just to get my mom back
That kinda pain hit different, can’t recover from that
Had choices in my life, still I chose the trap
Now I’m stuck inside decisions I can’t take back
You was supposed to ride, you let ‘em take my pack
Now I’m lookin’ at my phone like why you never text back
I don’t even want the money, I just wanted that
But you showed me who you is, I ain’t forget that
(HOOK)
I really wanna loooove you… tell me how I do that
Sixteen with a cold heart, I was where the tools at
Scars on my body… I don’t think I heal back
Say you got my back, why the hell you never prove that?
I don’t even want the money, I just want the truth back
Starin’ at my phone, but I know you never text back
Said you was my ride, now I see you never meant that
Now it’s all pain… yeah it’s all pain… I accept that
(VERSE 2)
2021, yeah I started movin’ different
Same pain, new scars, same cold feelin’
Homie locked down, he was really out here riskin’
Chasin’ fast money, now he stuck behind a sentence
Where I’m from it get cold, people lose they soul
Loyalty don’t mean shit when the pressure fold
I don’t trust nobody, that’s just how it go
Seen the closest ones change, now my heart froze
People talk tough, but I’m not impressed
Seen ‘em fold quick when it’s real-life stress
If it’s really pressure, say it with your chest
I been through hell, I ain’t scared of threats
(BRIDGE)
Maybe I’m too far gone…
Maybe I’ve been this way too long…
Try to love but it feel so wrong…
Every time I care, it all goes wrong…
(FINAL HOOK)
(same melody, but more cold + assertive)
I don’t even looove you… I don’t gotta prove that
Heart turned to stone, yeah it’s too late to move back
Scars on my soul, I don’t think I can heal that
You were never real, now I finally see that
I don’t want your money, I don’t want the past back
You can keep your words, I ain’t tryna hear that
Said you had my back, now I know it’s all cap
Now it’s all done… yeah it’s all done… can’t go back
(OUTRO)
Yeah…
Guess love just ain’t for me
Not like this…
Tk47
