Don't let me

I want to tell you something

But im a fool and i Don't know how to tell you

How much you like me

Im scared of you, im scared of my past, im scared of what could happen if i told you the truth, if i say i love you, you dont know how many nights I'll cry in my pillow, how many nights i pray for you to be the right one

I have made mistakes, and i admit it, but i want to change for you, i dont wanna be the other option, i wanna be the first, dont wanna be that call when the others say no, please let me be the first and Don't play with my feelings, please let me say i love you in the middle of night when we're laying talking bout our lifes, please let me be your life and I'll let you be my life, but the most important thought is please dont make me cry, don't break me to tears, my pillow and god knows how much i cry, I put you in the highest place, youre in the top of my head, you're my favourite thinking but please don't fail