I ask you, God, what life is this I lead?
Why must I walk this path of bitter need?
This woman I am with, she can't find peace inside,
Why does she lash out, with nowhere left to hide?
One day an angel, the next a demon's game,
I live in doubt, whispering her name.
A heart of stone, she cannot let things go,
How can she find joy in another's woe?
In public, she's a saint, a gentle, smiling face,
But home's a serpent's nest, a cold and lonely place.
She counts her TikTok likes, more than my honest praise,
Worn-out at home, but for the world, a princess's gaze.
Who is this empty soul, this woman with no empathy?
God, why am I chosen for this daily misery?
One day an angel, the next a demon's game,
I live in doubt, whispering her name.
A heart of stone, she cannot let things go,
How can she find joy in another's woe?
I only wished to love, a simple, honest plea,
But did You give me a devil, to learn to suffer free?
Your ways, I know, are deep, some meaning I can't find,
But why did my soul choose to be left behind?
I can't take this, God, my soul is torn in two,
I pray the demon leaves her, and she finds peace anew.
But I can't stand it, living this way no more,
I see my children hurting, knocking on hell's door.
For her cold heart and selfishness, they pay the price,
God, please help us, break this endless vice.
God, please help us.