Why god why this woman

I ask you, God, what life is this I lead?

Why must I walk this path of bitter need?

This woman I am with, she can't find peace inside,

Why does she lash out, with nowhere left to hide?

One day an angel, the next a demon's game,

I live in doubt, whispering her name.

A heart of stone, she cannot let things go,

How can she find joy in another's woe?

In public, she's a saint, a gentle, smiling face,

But home's a serpent's nest, a cold and lonely place.

She counts her TikTok likes, more than my honest praise,

Worn-out at home, but for the world, a princess's gaze.

Who is this empty soul, this woman with no empathy?

God, why am I chosen for this daily misery?

One day an angel, the next a demon's game,

I live in doubt, whispering her name.

A heart of stone, she cannot let things go,

How can she find joy in another's woe?

I only wished to love, a simple, honest plea,

But did You give me a devil, to learn to suffer free?

Your ways, I know, are deep, some meaning I can't find,

But why did my soul choose to be left behind?

I can't take this, God, my soul is torn in two,

I pray the demon leaves her, and she finds peace anew.

But I can't stand it, living this way no more,

I see my children hurting, knocking on hell's door.

For her cold heart and selfishness, they pay the price,

God, please help us, break this endless vice.

God, please help us.