Save Me a Spot in Heaven

Still awake, hearing your footsteps in my mind,

Wish I could see your face just one more time.

Lost since you left, my world turned grey,

Searching for the light, but it slips away.

Memories haunt me, they cut so deep,

A piece of my heart from heaven you keep.

Jumped into the street, into that darkness,

My girl saved me, brought me out of madness.

If only you could see the life I lead,

Trying to find forgiveness, trying to believe.

Held back by anger, trapped in a cage,

Raging inside, I’m breaking apart with rage.

Wish it was all a dream or a story in a book,

I turn the pages, hoping you’ll overlook.

Mom, I know you’re in heaven, at peace,

Save me a spot, give my pain release.

You fought your battle, couldn’t stay,

I carry your spirit every day.

Hope I make you proud, that’s all I pray,

Since you’re gone, I struggle, I stray.

Love and miss you more than words can say,

Waiting for the day I see you again someday.