Thoughts in my head

Heavy on my chest, caught up in my thoughts

Fake friends around me, just pretend they care a lot

They only want my cash, when I can't give it back

Staying far away, trust nobody, snakes in the grass

Pain running deep, my heart's cold as ice

Lost my mom and dad, felt like I paid the price

World's full of fakes, deception in their eyes

The streets are calling, can't deny the ties

Doubted by many, but I stay true to my code

Protecting my nieces, I do as I'm told

Never lacking, always clutchin', ready for the fight

Never back down, gotta do what's right

I'm heavy with grief, but I'm standing tall

Pain in my veins, but I won't let it fall

Tired of losing souls, wishing I could stall

But life's a gamble, and I answer the call

Tell 'em I love 'em, never knowing the last day

Cherish the moments while I walk this highway

If you've lost someone close, you know what I say

You play, you pay, never a second to delay

The block greets me, but I gotta stay away

A promise to my nieces, I’ll never betray

Put you on a shirt if you harm my family

Living every day, fighting for sanity