My paramour

Verse 1:

We went on dates but you weee taken

Trying to ignore the almost mistake

To be making

I’d give you a gaze that would tell you everything

Thinking you would make everything

The very thing ,

I resenting you but gained perspective

If I was that other man

You couldn’t let it

Maybe in another life but like brandy

Almost doesn’t count

Should of could of would of the present time is paramount

Chorus :

But I often wish you’d be my paramour

But when you cut me off you closed and locked that door

What would we say if we end up crossing paths

Just say hi and maybe ignore the pass

I call myself a simp so I won’t feel pain anymore

But I often wish you’d be my paramour

Verse 2:

I unfollowed you on the gram when I saw the wedding pics

God shared the painful truth that my fate with you wasn’t it

Now you’re just a painful memory that helps me stay alone

It’s easier for me to keep my heart and not drown on

Maybe I needed you for a spell to soften the callouses of my heart

But I’m so pessimistic I think you were making a spot to enter a poison dart

But even with that I say I still trust you implicitly

The heart wants what it wants even when you can’t be with me

Chorus :

But I often wish you’d be my paramour

But when you cut me off you closed and locked that door

What would we say if we end up crossing paths

Just say hi and maybe ignore the pass

I call myself a simp so I won’t feel pain anymore

But I often wish you’d be my paramour

Bridge:

My heart still skips a beat when I think about smile

The way the sun hits on your face girl you’re just my style

Chorus:

But I often wish you’d be my paramour

But when you cut me off you closed and locked that door

What would we say if we end up crossing paths

Just say hi and maybe ignore the pass

I call myself a simp so I won’t feel pain anymore

But I often wish you’d be my paramour