[Verse 1]
Blank page on the table
Phone’s lit
But I don’t know why
Doctor saying “this might change you”
I just stare and I try
Names slipping like they on ice
Thoughts running where I can’t see
But there’s a hand on my shoulder
Little voice saying “Mama
That’s me”
[Chorus]
Even when it’s epilepsy
Even when I lose my way
I know there’s Someone who still sees me
Holding me on my worst days
I believe in God and my children
They remember when my mind can’t stay
So even when I’m losing my memory
I’m not lost
I’m not lost all the way
[Verse 2]
Sunday light through the curtains
Bible open
But the words blur out
Tiny fingers tracing verses
They read them to me out loud
Laugh lines on their faces
Like a story I once told
Even if I can’t recall it
They keep every piece of my soul
[Chorus]
Even when it’s epilepsy
Even when I lose my way
I know there’s Someone who still sees me
Holding me on my worst days
I believe in God and my children
They remember when my mind can’t stay
So even when I’m losing my memory
I’m not lost
I’m not lost all the way
[Bridge]
If tomorrow looks like yesterday
If I ask the same thing twice (same thing twice)
Promise you’ll still sit beside me
Say my name
Say my name
Say it nice (oh)
‘Cause every time I fade a little
Your love writes me back in place
[Chorus]
Even when it’s epilepsy
Even when I lose my way
I know there’s Someone who still sees me
Holding me on my worst days
I believe in God and my children
They remember when my mind can’t stay
So even when I’m losing my memory
I’m not lost
I’m not lost
I’m okay