[Intro – Spoken, Hollow Tone]
Peace feels foreign…
Can’t digest it.
Chaos is my cradle—
My curse… my comfort…
(beat drops hard – fast hi-hats, distorted bass)
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[Verse 1 – Aggressive Trap Flow]
I’m a human weapon, let me burn
Only know peace when the tables turn
Give me pain, give me scars to earn
When the world bleeds red, I finally learn
This silence cuts like a serrated blade
White walls feel like a shallow grave
Heartbeat’s slow when the world is sane—
So I pray for the storms and the blackest rain
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[Pre-Hook – Build, Melodic]
Give me storms to swallow
Give me fires to follow
Keep me burning, never hollow
Let the chaos in—let it swallow me whole
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[Hook – Screamed + Echoed Backup]
I crave the edge! I need the pyre!
Calm’s a cage, I was born in fire!
Peace is a mirage, a cruel facade
In the calm, I’m a beast—an outlaw gone god!
Let it burn, let it blaze, let it bite!
Only feel real when I’m losing the fight!
Chaos is my comfort—my cradle, my curse
Keep your “healing”… I need the worst!
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[Verse 2 – Rap + Raw Vocal Layering]
Tried peace—it poisoned me slow
Got clean hands but a mind full of ghosts
Every smile feel like a lie I choke
Still wear boots like I’m ready for smoke
Civilian life’s just a costume, stitched
Try to bury the war but it always twitches
I don’t want calm—I want friction
I was raised on the edge of extinction
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[Bridge – Slowed Beat, Spoken Word with Rage Underneath]
They call it healing…
But I call it hell
I’d rather break
Than learn to blend well
Don’t want the pills
Don’t want the praise
Just give me war
Or dig me a grave
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[Hook – Final Drop, Even More Aggressive]
I crave the edge! I need the pyre!
Turn up the heat—set the peace on fire!
Chaos is my lifeblood, my rhythm, my role
Peace is a coffin that swallows me whole!
Let it burn! Let it break! Let it roar!
I don’t run—I charge the war!
Chaos is my comfort—my cradle, my curse
So give me the worst… and I’ll give you worse.
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[Outro – Quiet, Broken Voice]
Don’t want to be saved…
Don’t want to be whole…
Just want the war…
It’s all I know