[Verse 1]
I was runnin’ the streets while you was waitin’ up at home
Left you cryin’ on read, phone hot, spirit froze
I was chasin’ a high that couldn’t hold me like you did
Now the silence in this condo louder than the nights I lived
I got your name in my chest
and I hate how it still hits
[Pre-Chorus]
I thought I was so untouchable
Now I’m the one breakin’
You were right in front of me
I was too busy fadin’
Every door I kicked down
just led me back to your door
[Chorus]
Now the silence in this condo
(louder than before)
Now the silence in this condo
I hear what I ignored
Now the silence in this condo
got your shadow on the floor
I lost the one that held me
and I can’t run no more
[Verse 2]
Your sweatshirt on the chair like a ghost that won’t leave
Cold screen, dead battery, same old guilt on repeat
I replay every promise that I threw to the side
Thought I needed that chaos, but it only stole my pride
You were steady, you were real
I was reckless, I was blind
[Pre-Chorus]
I thought I was so untouchable
Now I’m the one breakin’
You were right in front of me
I was too busy fadin’
Every late-night lie I fed
comes back when it gets dark
[Chorus]
Now the silence in this condo
(louder than before)
Now the silence in this condo
I hear what I ignored
Now the silence in this condo
got your shadow on the floor
I lost the one that held me
and I can’t run no more
[Bridge]
If you ever pick up
I’ll tell you the truth
That I burned my own home
just to look cool
Now I’m standing in the ash
with my hands held low
Wishing I could bring back
what I let go
[Chorus]
Now the silence in this condo
(louder than before)
Now the silence in this condo
I hear what I ignored
Now the silence in this condo
got your shadow on the floor
I lost the one that held me
and I can’t run no more