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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Same cup
Same corner of the couch
Phone face down
Friends say I’m fading out
I laugh it off
Say I’m fine, I’m just tired
But my tongue tastes truth
And my hands feel wired
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been waking up shaking
Heart racing, mind vacant
Who is this girl in the mirror
Eyes bigger, soul vacant
I say I’ll stop by Sunday
Then I’m gone by Sunday night
Praying in the bathroom
Under ugly yellow lights (yeah)
[Chorus]
I go high, then I fall so low
Back and forth with my demons, I know
I’m addicted to the hurt, to the slow let go
I ain’t myself anymore, and it shows
God, are You there when the room starts to spin?
I’m drowning in a bottle I’m sleeping in
I’m scared of the dark, but I run right in
High then low, I keep losing, You keep calling me again
[Verse 2]
Smile sharp
But my spirit’s full of cracks
Laugh too loud
So they never see the past
Family text
“Baby, we just wanna talk”
I leave ’em on read
Then I pour another shot
[Pre-Chorus]
All this stress on my chest
Like a hand I can’t move
I’m angry at myself
But I got nothing to prove
Some nights I feel happy
For a minute, then I crash
Fear creeping in
When the glass hits the glass (clink)
[Chorus]
I go high, then I fall so low
Back and forth with my demons, I know
I’m addicted to the hurt, to the slow let go
I ain’t myself anymore, and it shows
God, are You there when the room starts to spin?
I’m drowning in a bottle I’m sleeping in
I’m scared of the dark, but I run right in
High then low, I keep losing, You keep calling me again
[Bridge]
I’ve yelled at the sky till my voice went weak
Cursed Your name ’cause I couldn’t breathe
But when I hit the floor and I couldn’t stand
I felt something hold my shaking hands (oh)
Anger, sadness, fear, they fight
But a small soft voice cuts through the night
“Daughter, you’re more than this empty glass”
One deep breath, let the moment pass
[Chorus]
I go high, then I fall so low
Back and forth with my demons, I know
I’m addicted to the hurt, to the slow let go
I ain’t myself anymore, and it shows
God, are You there when the room starts to spin?
I’m drowning in a bottle I’m sleeping in
I’m scared of the dark, but I want to live
High then low, I keep falling, You keep pulling me back in (yeah)
Details
GeneratedJan 27, 2026
Duration3:29
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody R&B-trap ballad with female vocals; spacious pads and bell-like keys over a slow, swung drum groove and deep sub. Verses stay intimate and confessional with close-mic vocal and filtered hats, pre-chorus adds airy harmonies and rising synths, chorus explodes with stacked vocals, bright top-line, and saturated 808 drops. Occasional gospel-tinged backing ad-libs and soft organ swells hint at spiritual struggle, ending on a stripped, vulnerable outro hook., female vocals, r&b
Credits
Prompt by
ChevyLeg
ChevyLegModelAria v5
Prompt
R&B trap type beat female voice highs and lows song about being addicted to alcohol struggling to stay sober and feeling alone your not your self anymore add god stress anger happiness sadness fear
