[Verse 1]
(Soft, pulsing beat — dark synths creeping in, heartbeat-like rhythm)
Something’s crawling under my skin
No clue where the ache begins
I don’t fit here... I don’t fit anywhere
Eyes like razors in the dark
Every glance a brand-new scar
Like I was born to breathe despair
[Pre-Chorus]
(Low echo vocals, pressure building like a storm)
Then he walks in—
A storm wrapped in leather sin
Everything I fear... and everything I crave
God help me, I can’t look away
[Chorus]
(Full band slams in — layered backup whispers: “Detest… possess… confess…”)
He’s everything I detest
Still, he’s pounding in my chest
Owns the room with silence sharp
Tears my guarded world apart
Swore I’d never kneel or plead
Now he's crawling at my feet
And I can't tell who’s holding the leash...
[Verse 2]
(Beats heavier — electric guitar snarls underneath)
He wants to twist me, make me crack
But I don’t bend — I bite back
I’m not your toy, not your shame to hide
I’m the flame you can’t survive
My will is forged from pain I’ve bled
Try to tame me — lose your head
[Bridge]
(Haunting harmonies — cello + low synth rising like breath held too long)
Still there’s that look in his cold stare
When I rise, he’s already there
Puts me high upon his throne
Like I’m his, and his alone
Why do I let him pull me close…?
[Chorus – 2nd variation]
(Layered harmonies — emotional and raw)
He’s everything I detest
But he’s not like all the rest
Whispers say his soul is gone
But I see the war he’s drawn
There’s a monster with a shattered core
Who once was human… maybe more
And I don’t hate him anymore
[Breakdown]
(Distorted whispers, glitchy echoes, breathy reverb)
“You’re mine,” he growls
I snap— “You don’t own me.”
But still…
I stay.
I stay.
[Final Chorus]
(First line acapella, then explosive drop with drums + synth)
He’s everything I detest—
Maybe this is fate’s last test
In his shadows, something’s clean
Something broken, something seen
I don't know if I should run
Or if we’ve already begun
This darkness feels like where I belong
[Outro – whispered, ghostly over fading piano & ambient static]
He’s everything I detest...
Or so I thought.
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