WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?

Do i mean nothing to you? I wake up every morning to feel the same as the day before. Neverending dread. I'm drained, I'm lost, I'm struggling cause I'm never good enough. I've loved you for so long and gave it my all. I've always been everyone's last choice. I should be used to it. I hung on, praying you would choose me first. But I'm never good enough.

WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?

Do I mean nothing to you? I've held on for so long when I've had every reason to let go. You have hurt me time and time again. I forgave you and blamed myself. I loved you, but I was never good enough.

WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?

Do I mean nothing to you? "I haven't cared about you in a long time." Is what you said. That haunts me every day. I question everything now. I try to forget but don't know how. It hurts, it really hurts. Even then, I forgave you. I loved you, but I was never good enough.

WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?

Please tell me, do I mean nothing to you. 15 years we've been on this crazy ass roller-coaster. I'm always the one who gets hurt. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep every night. My feelings have never mattered to anyone. Why I thought you would be any different. I loved you so much, but I was NEVER GOOD ENOUGH.

WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?

Do I really mean nothing to you? I've sacrificed everything and everyone for you. I feel so alone. I have no one left. Not even you. You broke me and yet, I still Love You. BUT I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH.

WILL I EVER BE ENOUGH?