Ptsd

[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
So much.  So many I don't kmow if I have any. So many  So much  i just don't know anymore. Can't think. Can't really imagine it really. I'm at a loss truth be. Can't someone just help me please.
[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
 I'm completely lost. I just don't know. I have no clue. No idea.  
Not anymore.  Help me find out. I just don't know how. I'm confused.  Lost.  At a loss for words what to do. What should I really.  
[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
Chest tight can't breathe. Something is definitely going on. Not trying to let anybody down. I don't understand what's happening. 
[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
Complete Total loss of what to do. I don't know. I really need some help  i think so. But I really just but I.  I really just don't know. Lost trying to figure it out losing it no doubt.  Just somebody please tell me. Because I don't know. 
[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
Trying to focus but I can't.  Can't even explain what my problem is no doubt.  I'm lost un this it's gotta be that P.T.S.D. coming after me. It's coming back from bad memories. I need help. I'm not dealing well. I need help. Feeling worthless. A throw away possibly. Who wants a lost soul. I don't feel good about myself. I wish everything was different.  Got nobody to turn to nothing feeling so alone.  
[Loop]
Can't explain this it's crazy in side of me. Don't know where to start. Anxious and it's best friend anxiety. There here with me. Complete take over. 
[Vers]
If I left tomorrow would it really be that bad or possibly a blessing in disguise. I wouldn't be a burden to anybody no more worries I don't know what I'm worth anymore. Somebody help me please. Save me from myself.  

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