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see your Honda everywhere I go, gotta look at the drivers side cause I see myself in the passenger looking out the window;

Then I feel the roller coaster fall and my stomachs told me the words before I needed to read what my heart already known

They say I guess it’s time to let go, something inside me says to never forget the burn of that beginning love that can’t be burnt out from a flash flood river flow

My bones and core say I’ll see you again, but I worry you’ll see me and look past like I was who and then,

That I’m spending my time and energy with wishful thinking your my last piece even as I ascend;

I stood at the fork, believed that history is the past and predicts another future I don’t last. For once I turned the right way, in a two door with no mirror to look in my rear view past

I think you’d be pleased where I’m at, even surprised this falling star didn’t crash

I wanna whisper the past year, I wanna shout it from the top of the sky.

An audience of one for me, my heart and my soul whisked me to fly;

With just one destination in mind, always and forever by your side

Two years and even with all my weakness, when I thought I’d have every excuse to fall down

A graduate now. remember after last time I’d never feel that same way, wow that was profound;

Now on the way to the big city job, so close I can taste it

Wish you were here, always my first call, but the cord to my past won’t let me erase it.

My impulsivity need to find ground before I could ever find meaning

Never knew what I’d do, what I did, staying here or am I leaving

Even with all my love, and kindness I still was halfhearted and deceiving

Took a year to grow and see everything I’d want. More than you and me, the real ring with family looking like us. Life then maybe I wasn’t past redeamming