[Intro]
[Guitar drop D][Bar chords]
[Verse]
I am my biggest enemy
Always waiting to attack
Makes me question my identity
believe me I'm about to crack
Do I hate myself intentionally
Is this why I have a nack
It Must be part of the insanity!!!
Why can't I have my back!!!
[drum and guitar breakdown]
[Pre chorus]
Why can't I have my Back!!!
My Back!!
[Build to chorus]
[Chorus]
I'm not going to be alive, only to just survive
If I'm going to be alive I want to fucking thrive
I'm not going to be alive, only to just survive
If I'm going to be alive I want to fucking thrive
One day at a time ill take it step by step
Crusing on auto pilot only leaves regret
Even when I'm alone I'm never by myself
Living with this devil is fighting with myself
Fighting with myself!!!
Fighting!!
With!!
My!!
self!!
[Bridge]
[Verse]
If anyone can save me,
it will have to be myself
There is something crazy
I'm going to need some help
There are dark spaces,
I need to figure this out
My mind is not friendly
When I'm alone in doubt
[Verse]
Closing my eyes
only makes things worse
Fueling up the darkness
Like an medieval curse
Trying to find an angel
To keep me from a hearse
So I'll wear a bright smile
As a shield to rehurse
[Pre chorus]
Why Can't I have my Back!!!
My Back!!
[Chorus]
I'm not going to be alive, only to just survive
If I'm going to be alive I want to fucking thrive
I'm not going to be alive, only to just survive
If I'm going to be alive I want to fucking thrive
One day at a time ill take it step by step
Crusing on auto pilot only leaves regret
Even when I'm alone I'm never by myself
Living with this devil is fighting with myself
Fighting with myself!!!
Fighting!!
With!!
My!!
self!!
[End]
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