I was ok with a life alone. Broken and damaged never wanting to be hurt and to go down that road again. Than I met you and I felt a live after 15 years. I tried to push the feelings for you down knowing what I had once endured. I couldn’t fight it. I let you in, I fell in love so deeply with you that it was a love I’d never felt. I would stare endlessly for hours, amazed how I could love you so much. I didn’t want to be a one man band. No longer dancing alone.
[Chorus] I am a rockstar of the most amazing one man band. You don’t deserve me. The universe saved me. You were my perfect match, made from the same molecule. A blissful romantic love story that I believed could never be broken.
Than life happened, we started on our life journey. And in a blink of an eye you stabbed me in the back. You promised me support, pushing me up in my career . Instead you were selfish and crumbled into a man I no longer recognized. You broke your vows and all the promises you made. Even than I was willing to try. You acted out, almost ruining my career. Tearing me down make me feel little blaming me for you dumbfounded fall. You through fits and were weak like a small child. You ran away and left me in a foreign country to defend for myself.
[Chorus] I am a rockstar of the most amazing one man band. You don’t deserve me. The universe saved me. You spent my money, and put yourself in Deb and even than I was willing to forgive. I needed time I needed to heal I needed you to fight and show me that our love was still real. You left me stranded but I still believed wanting to fight for what the universe had given me. Than you were honest and explained it all to me, with you left me in Balad you cheated on me. You started dating while I salvage my career you started sharing your bed with women while I still believed in you and wanted to fight for what I still believed was real. You lost your way. You were weak. You chose to fuck other woman rather than work on yourself. You ruined it all. And here I am, back where I started. The universe plucked me away from you so I can dance solo until a strong man comes my way and I can choose a path with faith and dignity a path far from you. You deserve your pathetic life a path of weakness and sorrow. I hope your path comes with karma to consume you.
[Chorus] I am a rockstar of the most amazing one man band. You don’t deserve me. The universe saved me.
NaClKing
