Goodbye F Albert

Dear Albert, I wrote this song too many times, I usually fight tears off in my eyes, usually fight you off in my mind but tonight it’s too much no fist but a knife in my gut I can’t take it let them fall, rains come down let them fall, just like those leaves in autumn fall, they cover the ground of my soul they don’t let the light in or the air, darkness tightens all despair, all is lost no more fightin angels gave up and moved on darkness wins this is the hill I die on where it ends, only wrong left no more right, only dark now never light, no more truth left just the sins the battlefield of broken men not strong enough to just survive only bad more no good……….bye

Dear Albert, fuck you but You’re welcome, heres the girl of your dreams, once she was my world we built our dreams, a life I tore apart not at the seems but in the middle killed permanently its no riddle all my doing all my loss but look at you hit the jackpot perfect but shes scarred and shy be patient be the man she needs be by her side I hate you but I want this right for her heart to be at peace with all my heart I pray that she don’t think of me and that I never show up in her dreams. Give her the life I thought I would fore the bad came in and killed the good……..bye

Dear Albert, you suck but here’s the secret to life with her it’s pretty easy be the person she can trust provide security don’t fuss when she’s down don’t talk listen that’s enough I hope you like buffets full of sushi and hold her hand through scary movies even tho they all suck don’t be afraid of her loud family you’ll be deaf but you’ll have fun sometimes she wants to cuddle and you find harmony and subtle peace but she never stops moving her feet thru the night til the morning alarm rings you gotta leave she’ll say but babe I just got comfy. Treat her right she’ll give it back to you in spades. She wouldn’t just die for you she’d catch all the grenades. for me you shouldn’t worry and don’t have to look around I’d never ruin peace for her if not for that I’d rip your insides fucking out.

Dear Albert, I fucking hate your face I’m gonna kill this is where the song gets dark but don’t worry much I’m not there I’m missing crying lost, in purgatory walking wandering forever gone. Don’t bring me up in conversation just accept it and move on.

Just know I hate everything about you your fac is e voice your stupid fucking tone, only thing I don’t hate is that she is not alone. I guess that doesn’t make you all bad so I’ll go in and be fine…I tried to tell you there’s just bad in me no more good………..bye

Dear Albert, you are a fucking maggot but Remember shes not alone she’s comes with a perfect lil package. An angel who will make you believe there is goodness and theres gladness. If I ever hear you refer to her as any type of baggage I’ll sell my soul to satan rise up a demon spawn rain down hell damnation pain make the blood burn in your veins slowly crush your fucking brain torture you in evil ways and it seems

I’m quite insane but I’ll feel nothing for you then I’ll just go about my day. I told you before I am not the guy. just the bad I’ll never be the good………..bye

Dear Anna, I couldn’t write you a letter and say anything that matters so I penned this little note to whoever becomes Albert. I’m sorry for the life I gave you and that I never made it better for all my fuckups lies and disrespect that made you even sadder….i know now theres a god tho I know I may never meet him eventually when you get there maybe you can put a word for me in. Don’t change a thing about you not that my word holds much weight. You are perfect always were I was blind dumb broken bad. You were the only good in me and I made you numb jaded sad. You’re still beautiful despite me hanging on and have so much so go move on. Put me in a box compartmentalize let’s someone else who’s good in your lives and have a great time free of me and one day if you start to think of all this wrong shit caused by John , don’t bring me up but if you would look at him pass this message on tell him thanks and sorry for all that other stuff……..

No more time to be sad too much life ahead to hold the bad in your heart you know you should but you can’t so I’ll say good……………..

Bye