You never told me you didn't wanna take a step. I ran miles. I'm out of breath. You didn't stay. Because I haven't been okay. In a while. I wanna cry. It's not fair. That you left. Me there. Me. Without any arms to fall into. But you see?. I still love you. You used to be the best.
You can't expect me to be strong. Haven't been happy in so long. I can't take it. But I still fake it. Every time I'm real, and show what I feel. All my friends end up gone. Nobody picks up the phone. When now I'm feeling all alone. I can't go on. Much longer. Pain doesn't make you stronger. You just get used to it. So tired of everybody. Acting like they give a shit. I see through your lies. You don't want me to be. Okay. You just don't wanna be the reason. I stay stuck in the winter season. So I stay. My body's used to the cold. But all the old. Wounds still hurt. I never know my worth. They still bleed. You plant the seed. But you see. I'm stuck in my past. I'm always your last. Priority.
You never told me you didn't wanna take a step. I ran miles. I'm out of breath. You didn't stay. Because I haven't been okay.
I'm okay. I say. I'm fine. If you want me to die. Just get in line. You won't hear me cry. 'Cause I. Won't ever say goodbye. If you want me dead. You'll have to. Kill me. Even when I die. You'll. Still be. Mad. I gave all I had. To keep fighting. No silver lining. It hurts less to lose. You made me so good at hiding. You think that I'm lying. Like I just colored in a bruise. I have a heart. That you tore apart. Everyone leaves me. And no one believes me. That what I feel is real. I never healed. Because the past. Taught me to keep my lips sealed. This pain will last. Forever. It never. Gets better. I'm always judged and not loved. Now I'm scared to speak a letter.
You can't expect me to be strong. Haven't been happy in so long. I can't take it. But I still fake it. Every time I'm real, and show what I feel. All my friends end up gone. Nobody picks up the phone. When now I'm feeling all alone. I can't go on. Much longer. Pain doesn't make you stronger. You just get used to it. So tired of everybody. Acting like they give a shit. I see through your lies. You don't want me to be. Okay. You just don't wanna be the reason. I stay stuck in the winter season. So I stay. My body's used to the cold. But all the old. Wounds still hurt. I never know my worth. They still bleed. You plant the seed. But you see. I'm stuck in my past. I'm always your last. Priority.
