still keep your number saved somehow,
Even though we don’t talk now.
Sometimes I type your name just to stare,
Like maybe losing you is easier there.
The nights feel longer than they used to,
And every quiet thought turns into you.
I never knew heartbreak could stay this long,
Like a sad song playing after it’s gone.
Pre-Chorus
I keep trying to hate you enough to heal,
But love doesn’t disappear on command.
Chorus
Now your love feels like a dream fading away,
Like stars disappearing before the day.
You broke my heart pretending little pieces don’t last,
But I still bleed from our past.
And every unread message sitting on my phone
Feels like proof I’m really alone.
I know I said I’d never go back again,
But part of me still waits in the end.
Verse 2
I still remember your sleepy voice,
The way you’d call me your favorite choice.
Now those memories hurt to keep,
But hurt even more to leave.
I wish I never loved this deeply,
Because now everything reminds me.
Your side of the bed, your sweatshirt too,
Even silence sounds like you.
Pre-Chorus
The saddest thing I’ve ever done
Was mourn someone who’s still alive.
Chorus
Now your love feels like a dream fading away,
Like stars disappearing before the day.
You broke my heart pretending little pieces don’t last,
But I still bleed from our past.
And every unread message sitting on my phone
Feels like proof I’m really alone.
I know I said I’d never go back again,
But part of me still waits in the end.
Bridge
Maybe that’s what love really is,
Missing someone even after this.
Even after the lies, the tears, the pain,
Your memory still runs through my veins.
Final Chorus
Now I cry quietly so nobody hears,
Trying to survive the weight of these years.
The future we dreamed still lives in my head,
Even though us is already dead.
And your love keeps fading further away,
But my heart still begs it to stay.
I guess some people leave scars too deep,
To ever fully leave.
Outro
So I’ll let the night swallow me whole,
While I hold onto a love I should let go.
Because forgetting you sounds easy to say…
But not when your ghost still stays.