If I Don’t Wake Up Tomorrow

[Verse 1]
If I don't wake up tomorrow, would anybody cry?
Would they even notice I was gone, or just let it pass them by?
Mama, I still dream of you in that hospital bed
I never said goodbye, I just held your hand instead
[Verse 2]
Daddy's still a stranger, though we share the same last name
He walks right past my silence, like he’s never felt my pain
And my sister’s the only light in this house of broken walls
We whisper in the dark, afraid to speak at all
[Chorus]
If I don't wake up tomorrow, let the rain fall like my tears
Carve my name in the silence I’ve been screaming all these years
You can tell them I was tired, tell them I just slipped away
'Cause this world forgot to love me, and I couldn’t make it stay
[Verse 3]
He said he loved me once, then he left me in the cold
Used my heart for shelter, but it broke before it sold
And the bruises on my body never showed the worst of all
It’s the wounds you cannot see that make you want to fall
[Bridge]
I wrote letters to the stars, hoping one would write me back
But even the heavens kept their distance, afraid to face the cracks
If loving me was heavy, then leaving must be light
So I’ll close my eyes in silence and disappear tonight
[Chorus]
If I don't wake up tomorrow, let the rain fall like my tears
Carve my name in the silence I’ve been screaming all these years
You can tell them I was tired, tell them I just slipped away
'Cause this world forgot to love me, and I couldn’t make it stay
[Outro]
And if a song remains when I’m no longer near
Let it carry all the words they refused to hear
If I don’t wake up tomorrow… maybe then they’ll see
I was more than just the pain they never set free
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