[Verse 1]
I lay there, half-naked, body gone numb
Tears on the sheets, but he’s already done
Scrolling his phone like I don’t exist
Like I’m just another name on his twisted list
He smirks in the glow of a cold blue screen
While I sink in a bed that still smells like him
Maybe he knew, maybe he saw
Maybe he just didn’t give a damn at all
[Pre-Chorus]
Six years of begging, six years of pain
Six years of thinking maybe I’m to blame
He called it love, but love doesn’t take
Love doesn’t leave you hollow and ashamed
[Chorus]
And I bled, and I cried, but he never stopped
Said if I loved him, I’d just shut up
Now I’m haunted by the ghost of that room
Suffocating in the scent of my doom
[Verse 2]
Seventeen, too young, too fucking naive
Thought love meant letting him have all of me
Said no man would want what he already broke
So I swallowed the pain, choked on the choke
No condom, no care, just his need to feel
Told me my body was his to steal
I whimpered, I bled, curled up in fear
But he never stopped—he was never near
[Pre-Chorus]
Six years of begging, six years of pain
Six years of breaking just to keep him sane
He called it love, but love doesn’t kill
Love doesn’t force, doesn’t bend your will
[Chorus]
And I bled, and I cried, but he never stopped
Said if I loved him, I’d just shut up
Now I’m haunted by the ghost of that room
Suffocating in the scent of my doom
[Bridge]
Love isn’t bruises, love isn’t chains
Love isn’t nights where you drown in the shame
Now I see the truth, now I see the lies
Now I see the monster behind his disguise
[Outro]
So I spit on his name and scream in the dark
Take back the body he ripped apart
I was never tainted, I was never wrong
I am still breathing—I am still strong.
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