starlight

I’m just walking in the starlight telling myself that it’s alright I’m just talking to the moon reopening all of my wounds feel like my end is coming soon but I’m already missing no I just need someone to listen the actions I make don’t make a difference … So I’m just stuck in my loneliness wondering inside of my sadness I can’t find my happiness and I blame it on my habits,of always being so critical of myself I’m not enough typical probably why I’m so miserable glass half empty it’s never full,but I’m trying to stop my ways but I don’t know how to change and I feel like a mistake thinking like this keeps me awake,all night lonely all of my life scarred from nightmares and frights and they’re always plaguing my mind so I’m just….walking in the starlight telling myself that it’s alright I’m just talking to the moon reopening all of my wounds feel like my end is coming soon but I’m already missing no I just need someone to listen the actions I make don’t make a difference so I’m just walking in the starlight telling myself that it’s alright driving to nowhere in these car drives it’s not the same when no one’s by your side so….I’m just walking in shadows no who am I in the whole cosmos universe so big so why am I so hollow tell myself that I will feel better tomorrow,but that never happens cycling through the same actions need help but I’m never asking,cause my pride silences the call so nobody can catch me when I fall and my pride puts up these walls I have to struggle with it all,all night lonely all of my life scarred from nightmares and frights and they’re always plaguing my mind so I’m just…. Walking in the starlight telling myself that it’s alright I’m just talking to the moon reopening all of my wounds feel like my end is coming soon but I’m already missing no I just need someone to listen the actions I make don’t make a difference so I’m just walking in the starlight myself that I’m alright driving to nowhere in these car drives it’s not the same when no one’s by your side so I’m just by myself in the starlight I’m by myself in the starlight